Thursday, February 24, 2005
i hate and love u at the same time. mixed feelings filled muh heart. i dont know wad i really want, i dont know how i really feel. imma useless biatch. sometimes i ask myself, what do i really expect in a relationship. i couldn't answer, i just....i love the times we spent together watching the sea. i love the times when we behaved like best friends. i love the times when we mocked at each other. i love the times when we shared tiny secrets. i love the times when u whispered in my ear, "i love u." i love all the times when we were smiling. and, i love those times that we took a glance at each other a year ago. i love the times when u gave me surprises. especially when u sang me to sleep. but. i hate the times when u argued with me over small matters. i hate the times when i cried. i hate the times when u said it was my fault. i hate the times when u talked without thinking of my feelings. i hate everything about u that made me unhappy. tell me exactly how i feel.. someone, please. im crying.. crying so loudly in my shattered heart. its bleeding.. bleeding so badly. tired..very tired. but i can tell u that i love u like no one has ever loved u before..-collapsed-
audrieeee@hotmail.com
